inspired by a friend (:

i know everyone has a friend in their life
that they love in "that certain way".
it's either
they came into your life too early
and you didnt know how to love back then
and now they are taken.
or
they came into your life too late
and you already found your other half
though you love them more.
or
you were both questioning each other's feelings
and no one took the first step.
that friend is a friend that you would tell everything to.
a friend that you would cry infront of.
a friend that knows all about you
and still accepts you as who you are
and loves you back.
a friend that you would never want to be in a relationship with
because you know,
relationships can break
friendships cannot.
you would rather not risk this happiness with them,
just for the sake that you love them.
because you love them so much that you don't want them to ever leave you.
that friend is not just a normal friend or even a bestfriend,
it's a friend that you actually love more than anyone .
i know this concept is confusing
and my shit english cannot explain it well.
but you will understand it eventually
when you meet that special someone that you love so much
and would never allow yourself to be with them.
remember, the man/woman you marry
is never the one that you love the most in your whole life.